The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Thursday, July 31, 2008


I suddenly feel the urge to blog about what are some of the wants, on my shopping list. I am so excited about back to school shoppping. Which is why I absolutely must trim my size down a digit or two to wow everyone at gcm on September 2 [ which is so not happening, but its always nice to fantasize ].

I am suddenly totally inspired by the whole vintage, classy look that only really super slim, tall girls [ie. Tall jenn] can pull off. I need to drop my "must shop only for work clothes" stance, to "back to school chic" mode.

Scarves. I need more. I need more bold colors, I need patterned ones and more squared ones. I think people should know that if they are EVER stumped on gift ideas, they should just get me a scarf.

- Jeans. I need another pair of jeans. I think im gonna go for grey this time.
- Shoes. I really want new flats, but that’s clearly not happening because the flats I desire are so damn expensive.
- Accessories. Must expand collectionnn
- Sunglasses. I gotta figure out how im gonna do this sunglasses thing, seeing I am practically legally blind and designer-sunglasses doesn’t do perscripted lenses. : (
- A clutch. I need one so badly. Been procrastinating for the longest time. Im at a point where I cant wait to go to the US to get a cheap COACH one, but run to the eaton centre and purchase it for full price.
- Another nice big hobo bag would be nice...but I have too many already.
- A TNA hoodie in another color would be nice, not necessary though
- A dark grey winter jacket. Im so ahead of myself but I really want a new winter jacket. My black JACOBS one is looking mistreated.

- etc etc etc. Whatever that’s cute! I need back to school clothesss!

Im praying that OUP will keep me as a part-time after internship. Not only do I enjoy the work, I really would like the extra cash to support my new-found vision of making myself materialistically-pretty and addiction to starbucks.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


Its so silly.
But the boyfriend and i have this inner competition [ well maybe not him, just me cuz imcompetitve like that ] to see who can masterfully sing this chinese song better.

So far he's winning.
the song is on repeat in the car and i am SO determined to win.
....... mite i add its a really sad, sweet song too.


Thursday, July 17, 2008


It bothers me that you would ever let me feel this way.
I hate feeling like this

Monday, July 14, 2008


so ive decided that im gonna stick with xanga.
but occasionally blog here and of course comment on all my girls blogs =]
i still love the sophistication of blogspot.
so soon time. l'll be permanently here.

Saturday, July 5, 2008


I am going to try and blog one normal entry here, and see what it feels like and see whether i can pick up that same momento i have when i blog over at dorkus_x. Yesterday the boyfriend and i was at Yorkdale for about three and a half hours, sadly i did not leave the mall with anything [ even though the purpose of the trip was to buy three gifts for the july gcm babies ]. The one thing i did leave with though, was my new-found determination to get Michael Kors' Sunglasses. Omgawd they are gorgeous and i absolutely love the way they look on my face [ this is where my vain-ness kicks in ]. If this means i have to get contacts, then i will get contacts to wear with them!!! We spent such a long time in the store, trying on almost every pair to find "the perfect one". It was sooo much fun, minus the part when i went back to U.P to buy a scarf....and it was gone. All three of them...gone in a few hours. sighs* =[

Today we bummed around, cooked, and watched Enchanted.
we are soooo boring. <3 =]

Tommorrow new work week. I cant wait for the end of the week.
Toronto Night Market, Summerlicious with the GCM kids, and the Company BBQ

Hmmmm so thats the end of the trial post. Not tooo bad, would have blogged more if it wasnt for the terrible cramps im experiencing...and im distracted by the fact i am 2 weeks behind on my internship journal...&& i really should blog there, instead of here.

Friday, July 4, 2008


not sure if l'll like this
i dont know if i have the patience and time to reanalyze the html to blogspot when ive already invested four years into understanding xanga coding.

Tried livejournal before, didnt work out too well.
maybe this time will be different because annnuh is right, this is much more sophisicating

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