Gossip Girl Haul - to make up for the lack of GG tonight

*takes a deep breath* Weekly dosage of chuck & blair is needed.
This part was particularly stabby to the heart as well.

GAH.!#$% CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE.

GG Haul - 3

Sighs. Le Love.

GG Haul - 2

Even Gossip Girl believes in that.....
MUST BE TRUE because GG is golden.

These are for you K!

GG Haul - 1

Insightful

Chuck: Look, we can keep blaming each other for what happened that night or we can admit a harder truth. It was no one’s fault. It was fate. Tragedy.
Blair: Maybe everything would be different.... But it’s not.
Chuck: We’re holding on to the pain because it’s all we have left. But we don’t have to. We have a choice.

Goddamnit why is Gossip Girl SO insightful. This part killed too.

sobs.

Blair: Changing your name doesn’t change who you are.
Chuck: It’s a good start. A chance to live simply, earn people’s respect, maybe become a person someone could love.
Blair: Someone did love you. And… you owe it to her, and everyone else you’re leaving behind not to run away. Which is what you’re doing. And I don’t think that great man you’re talking about wanting to be is a coward. I think he would face up to what he did.
Chuck: I destroyed the only thing I ever loved.
Blair: [takes a deep breath] I don’t love you anymore. But it takes more than even you to destroy Blair Waldorf.
Chuck: Your world would be easier if I didn’t come back.
Blair: That’s true. But it wouldn’t be my world without you in it.

TRIPLE SOBS. My heart died when i watched this part.
This is what the Blair/Chuck story can do to you. It can DESTROY YOUR HEART.

Oh and adding to that, the song that was playing during this dialogue made the mood:  I’m In Here (Piano/Vocal version) - Sia

Gossip Girl Season 3 Finale

Oh Chuck and Blair. LIFE IS SO UNFAIRRRR.

SOOOOO. Just finished watching it and i gotta say that the Season 3 finale is by far is the most exciting and messed up one TO DATE. It was literally one messed up thing after another. I actually screamed out loud at the end of the episode. It was so loud my mom ran into my room to see if i was okay. It must have been the first time i have EVER did that.

IT WAS ABSOLUTE INSANE-NESS.

Though....it was not as painful as i envisioned it to be. It was really just lots of OH-EMM-GEEs one after the another. I can't even imagine what is there to expect for season 4.

Quick thoughts-

• Nate is SO pretty. What pretty guy. I love staring at Nate's pretty face. 
• Blair. I cannot even begin explaining how much pain i feel for her.
• Chuck...oh chuck..........i love you. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. SOBSx.
• Serena is lame. She uses every damn summer to "find herself. GAY.
• Jenny- Psycho EVIL Bitch
• Georgina- TRIPLE Psycho Bitch
• Dan- He's annoying too. Get your feelings straight!!!
• Vanessa- M-I-A. hahah no comment

Gossip Girl is SO damn insightful. Who would have thought so eh. 

Time to rewatch season 1 seeing i just finished all of season 2 (again) last night.

LOVES!

rar rar rar

The last three Gossip Girl episodes has hit the heart hard. I was talking to K while watching the episodes in one go and the themes that were brought up were a bit personal which i found to be completely ironically scary.

 "Whether its love or war you are outfitting for, thank god for friends and fashion"

" I don't want us to be making decisions based on our fear. Whatever happens, we'll figure it out. "

Who knew Gossip Girl can be so profound!?!? Sobsx
& they also play really emo and sadistic-like music that i really enjoy. (i.e. Scanners-Salvation)

Anyways, I hope Blair and Chuck get back together.

My heart hurts for them. lol : (

Season finale next week!!!! I think its going to be the best one to date. Its going to be SO good, scandalous, explosive and heartbreaking. I can smellllll it.

Gossip Girl

I missed that infamous scarf that can kill people

(replace my answers with your own)

1. The first character I fell in love with: Nate Archibald
   Still am when Chuck's beautiful face doesnt have screentime
2. The character I never expected to love as much I do now: Dan Humphrey
   Well i started out not really paying attention to him but i am awfully intrigued (not love) by him now
3. The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Jenny Humphrey
   Hate stab hate. Even though i love her hair and legs. But that's about it.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Eric Van der Woodsen.
   Don't care what you people say bout him being young and "gay"
5. The character I used to love but don’t anymore: Rufus Humphrey
   After what happened in the last episode before their haitus. *sobs* i have lost hope in good men on tv.
   
6. The character I would have limo sex with anytime: Chuck Bass
   Anytime, anywhere baby. Anyyyytimeeeeeee.
7. The character I want to be like: Blair Waldorf
8. The character I’d blackmail/dump yoghurt on: Jenny Humphrey
9. Pairing(s) that I love: Chuck&Blair
10. Pairing(s) that I hate: Nate/Jenny, Chuck/Anyone Else, Blair/Anyone Else
11. Favourite episode: The ones when all the dirty secrets are revealed haha or when the entire gang comes together to help/support each other out.
12. My favourite character: Chuck Bass.
13. My least favourite character: Bart Bass
14. Which character I am most like: Serena Van der Woodsen
    Dramatic and enjoys showing her side-boobies. haha

YESH. After like THREE MONTHS of no Gossip Girl, they are returning tomorrow night with episode 13 (Hurt Locket) and it is going to be DRAMAAAH-FUL. In the previews it looks like there's going to be SEX flying at us left and right. ohmygee EVERYONE is gonna get action, even lame jenny with sexy Damien. Gah. Excitements.

CHUCK BASS I'VE MISSED YOU.

Yay

Saw my cousin's tweet && followed up on this!

After three years and two beautiful children, Nicole Richie is engaged to Joel Madden

Aw. I love them. I think Nicole Ritchie cleaned up well (once she ditched Paris Hilton) haha Yays. Down-to-earth love DOES exist in the celebrity world. Makes me believeeee again lol

fffound

( via Source )

Taylor Lautner & Ed Westwick - DIRECTV Celebrity Beach Bowl.

I kinda began hyperventilating when i saw this picture. 

OH I JUST WANT TO EAT THEM UP LIKE COOKIES MMMMMMM NOM NOM NOM NOM
Need to go stalking for more pics of them now.

And this becomes my Sunday afternoon activity.

Starbucks

How can u resist, when the two sexiest guys (Ryan Gosling & Ed Westwick) on the face of the earth is into Starbucks too?

hmmmmmmmmm i wonder what it feels like to serve them....

nomnomnonom

SOBS

CRAZY GOSSIP GIRL SPOILER
CLICK HERE

i felt my heart slowly breaking into tiny pieces as i read this. SOBS.

fffound

(via Source)

"At just 23 years old, The Hills star Heidi Montag decided to go under the knife for a second time and have a staggering 10 plastic-surgery procedures in one day."

I call it as i see em. A MILF that has issues is what i see looking back at me. Heidi Montag has gone insane.

On Track!

I'm almost there! hahah

That's Taylor Momsen for those who don't know. or Little Jenny Humpfrey from Gossip Girl. I don't like her. But i do like her hair very much. & Legs. She has some beautiful pocky stick legs.


&& im breaking out like crazy. J says this is my skin purging and cleansing itself for pimple-free skin. I hope thats the case and not an issue of hormonal imbalance : (((

fffound

Whoever thought Carter Baizen (Sebastian Stan) is not cute should think twice after looking at this pic.

He is SO so so cute ohmygod (in a very weird, awkward way) I now must divert 0.05% of my time to him (the other 99.90% is with Chuck Bass and 0.05% is for Nate...) when he has some screen time on GG.
sighs. The eye candy just doesn't stopppppppp.


Halloween in T-minus 2!

You Know You Love Me

Otay felt like adding my comments to some of the hollywood gossip i encountered in the past couple of days.

1. "Artists don't need to go to College"
   - Taylor Momensen aka jenny humprhey from gossip girl is SUCH a moron. Reading the article made me pissed, her character annoys me too ever since she went on that crazy fashion-rebel thing. Holy crap. Click here to read allll about it. She also needs to DRESS her age. Turning into another Lindsay Lohan, i swear.
   
   
2. Kevin Zegers
   - On the note of gossip girl, saw pictures of Kevin Zegars on set. I, am, disappointed. He looks aged and fat. Just like Leonardo DiCaprio : (
   
   
3. “Oprah wants the 2016 Olympics to be in Chicago”
   - You know, just because Oprah says so. I SO think Chicago is going to get it. Nobody crosses Oprah!!!! Not even the international Olympics committee or Obama. NOOO ONEEEE
   
   
4. Jon and Kate Plus Eight
   - Ah, the big entertaining one. For the past week they have made headlines on pretty much every gossip site i visit.
   
   First, TLC fires Jon as i mentioned before pwahhah then he goes and shuts down Kate plus 8 with his sign.
   
   ahahhahaha omg that made me laugh so hard internally. Somebody that can spell their name wrong obviously got some issues right? hahahahah
   
   Next, there's apparently a huge war between TLC and Jon G’s legal team and they're firing press release statements (as ammo) at each other. TLC’s latest ammo:
   
   “Jon Gosselin is Self-Destructive, Unprofessional and Opportunistic”.
   
   Seriously though, he’s either really a big douche or he’s been wrongfully accused all this time and it’s gonna be the whole MJ thing again where if he happens to die from a sudden death (lets say tmr), everyone is gonna say he’s the best reality show daddy in the world and all the cute babies are gonna mourn, there will be a big legal fight between kate (and the eight) and that new trailer-gf of his over his insurance policy and that’s gonna be front page news for the remaining month to this year. Yeah, I so see that happening
   
   Latest news on them: Kate is beyond furious that Jon raided the joint account of $230,000, leaving her with $1,000 to pay all the bills. Kate sobs and says she can't pay the bills.
   
   LOL and it just keeeeeps coming and commmmming.
   

And that's all. Lunch over!

Day6: Life with a Hair Straightener

I picked up a Hair Straighter at some Beauty Supply Store by the misters this weekend and to my surprise i didn't spend as much as i thought i was going to. Anyways, l'll like to express (here, i already expressed my feelings on twitter) how surprised i am..actually more like shock, on how i was able to go through life without a hair straightener. Seriously guys, i thought we were friends? Why'd you people let me live life with bush-like hair? haha Shame on all of you. Honestly i am still in disbelief how different my hair looks once its straightened. It seriously is one of the greatest invention EVER (@ what jennut's tweet said lol) Also as twin once said to me (and she is always, ALWAYS righ)

"...do it (buy the straightener). It will change your life. Like how Harry Potter and Twilight did."

YES! INDEED! I no longer look like a lion!!!!


Moving on.
Hmmm I havn't word vomited in a while, so here goes all my randomness.

I actually wrote this entry a couple of days ago but didn't get a chance to complete it so some of the material is pretty old and lame. The most exciting recent news is i broke out in nasty red rashes all over my face. I'm not exaggerating about my face being very red, bumpy, swollen and itchy all over (even on my eyelids) and has kind of spread onto my neck. I'm currently typing with an cold compressor pack thing on my face. sobs. Not good at all. I went to work today with a cap on and my scarf shielding my face completely (only my eyes showed). I wish i took a picture of the bus driver man's face when i first got on the bus. It was so priceless because his face expression changed so fast in matters of seconds!! I'm sure he was scared (that i might bomb the bus), curious (what is this girl trying to hide) and freaked (because i might also be carrying the H1N1 virus). I think i'm gonna dress the same way tmr night, i hope i don't scare people at Nuit Blanche.

Next! A large congrats to S on her engagement!!!!! I'm glad shes allowing me the great pleasure to help you create your engagement dinner invites and letting me use my "expertise" in finding you a printer lol that is indeed what i am good for. Four years of GCM is NOT going to waste!!!! Weddings + Printing = Me, a Happy Panda. Yay! She's my first friend that's getting married, and alrwdy, its so so different from a RELATIVE getting married. K and i are having a blast already with our bbm pre-proposal, post-proposal and pre-wedding chats. haha <3 Cannot wait for the engagement dinnnah coming up very soooon.

On other side notes, i was reading up on some gossip-related news and found out that the show, Jon and Kate plus 8 will no longer be called that but changing to "Kate plus Eight". Hmmm. How very weird. I wonder are they going to make the kids say "NOW HERE'S A NEW EPISODE OF KATE PLUS EIGHT"......i can imagine it being awkward already since typing it was already pretty strange lol that would be pretty sad if they said that. I'm sure the babies will question where did daddy Jon go and then grow up blaming themselves for their daddy's departure when its really daddy douchebag's fault and i'm not going to get into that heh.

AND AND on Gossip Girl, they announced recently that Kevin Zegers is going to be on a "cycle" of episodes. To those who don't know who he is, he's this really hot guy who looks like Chase Crawford and Leonardo DiCaprio (the titanic days) combined into one. I am tres tres excited that such delicious eye candy will be joining an already exciting cast. HHEHEHE

Ok i wanted to a lot type more but my face is irritating me so must stop here and probably head to bed


again, excuse the broken english. i really should put more effort into my typing.



In the near future i foresee:
- a trip to the dermatologist
- an engagement dinner @ baton rouge
- a pedicure date with C @ 10spot
- a rush at work
- more time spent at the gym
- a movie (maybe), dinner, starbucks session with the boys
- 30month anniversary with the mister

11 things every woman deserves in life & Gossip Girl

1. A friend who takes your side and has the guts to tell you when you’re wrong.
2. One item of clothing that instantly makes you feel twice as beautiful and half as nervous.
3. The occasional good cry, for no particular reason.
4. A man who just cannot get enough of your body.
5. At least as much pay as the guy at the next desk who does the same job.
6. A same-size friend with an incredible closet.
7. A really hot, really fast red car. Failing that, really hot red shoes you can run in.
8. The expensive toilet paper.
9. To sometimes lie back and take, take, take in bed.
10. A grandparent equivalent: wise, huggable, all ears.
11. A life in which you play the starring role.

# # #

On a random note, i am back in FULL GOSSIP GIRL MODE. I watched the first episode of (the brand new season of) Gossip Girl last night and can you say maxi dress-galore? Gorgeousssss!! Absolutely gorgeous!!! Makes me long for the summer weather even more! I can't go and buy maxi dresses now because the leaves are turning yellow (even though the dresses are probably on sale). Argh. I want to wear my maxi dress right now, it was honestly the best purchase i ever made in my life.

Adding onto that- wow, Chuck Bass. I have freaking missed youuuuu this entire summer. I will it leave it at that before i get into trouble (with the mister) by getting into details on how much i missed Chuck Bass. har har.


This part was cute


Rufus: She got us a special treat for tomorrow. A table in our name at the Vanderbilt annual charity polo match Greenwich. … Lily thought it would be fun, so we’re gonna go have fun for Lily. Please show your family support by mimicking my expression.



YES! Primetime TV downloading just got better. *thumbs up*

You've just been told

You are so ruined KW. Even your black president thinks you're a big meanie.