White Mocha Americano Misto - ORDER. ITS GOOD.

Yesterday i woke up from what i think was only 6 hour of sleep (in which i was certain i woke up to puke once but it was very fuzzy)  and decided that i was going to go work out! With a hangover! Good thing i did because it was a really great workout and i didn't really feel my hangover until the abs track where i got a crazy nauseous, head rush when laying on my mat. I guess i didn't combat it away after all. Anyways, it was BEAUTIFUL outside today and I decided to nurse my hangover outdoors instead of staying in. I knew it was nice, but i didn't know that it was NINETEEN DEGREES NICE.

Thus began my journey downtown to the harbourfront to read. Yesh, i bussed my ass downtown to read at that man-made urban beach (HTO Park)

It was REALLY windy. I don't know why it was so shocking to me because it IS by the lake. Anyways, it was actually quite nice, where i sat. I had a starbucks, i had my book (now reading, Girl with a Dragon Tattoo...which is on hold now for me to finish Something Borrowed), my blackberry was away and ipod on. It was quite blissful for a good couple of hours sitting there and not really having a care in the world. When i look up the first thing i see is the water or sometimes there's a plane that flys by because Toronto Islands Airport is right there. I think this summer these solo trips will be frequent. I've gotten to enjoy spending time on my own- as lonely as that sounds.

Oh,

and i watched "Water for Elephants". The movie was surprisingly GOOD. Robert Pattinson....was....actually....a GOOD ACTOR!!! I KNOW, OMFGBBQ right??? I hope since he's a better actor now, he would be a really awesome Edward in the last twilight movie. I also was positively reminded of how hollywood handsome he is.

MMMM. YAR. I am totally up and all over the R.Patz alley again. Total fan-girl mode was on during the entire movie. No shame.

This was kind of a random post with no real purpose. Something for you guys to read i guess. Gotta start being productive this week. I had a good two weeks "off". Pressure on again.

Peace out.

My teeth hurts

I feel like i have braces all over again. : (
Therefore i am going to keep this brief!

• Flight booked! Hotel booked! Pass Confirmation Received!
  San Diego Comic Con 2011 - July 18 - 24
  I WILL BE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Apparently, so will the FULL CAST for BREAKING DAWN (cough Twilight). Just PERHAPS.....l'll "bump" into Rob Pattinson......ya'll know...because i am still a pretty big TWILIGHT fan. Puahah. 
• Same goes with True Blood, Vampire Diaries and The Big Bang Theory (as ive mentioned MANY times already)- they are there EVERY YEAR. I might just casually "bump" (cough.stalk.cough) into Damon of VD....or Erik of TB.....maybe even Sheldon of TBBT.......
• I am SO ready to get my geek on. 
• I actually have....a Comic Con blog. Somewhere. Since nobody really cares about how much i love geek stuff, i figured i should spare you that grief, post it elsewhere and perhaps provide a link for anyone interested? That will come soon after i make it look more geek chic. I also plan to regularly blog from there when i'm actually in San Diego. Yes, i am bringing my laptop and in the process of figuring out the most cost efficient way of being able to have data on my phone as i am there b/c quite frankly, Rogers robs you stupid poor. But that's not really shocking.
• Futbol, futbol, and more futbol
  This month is the month of Futbol for A and myself. Scallywags three weeks in a row. Hopefully they will start to recognize us!
• Epic Game tomorrow. Words cannot explain my excitement. And even if i CAN explain it, don't think i will because nobody cares enough to hear it. HA. 
• Awaiting for jersey's to come in the mail patiently................
• Valentines Day
• Pre-date with K before she left for HK : )
• Actual date on vday w/ J. I seriously need to stop being such a psycho. 
• Awaiting patiently for news from my latest interview.............
• Prays. Crosses fingers. The company is corporate. Downtown. Has a building named after them. UGH. Perfectness. Prays more. 
• Beast mode has been lacking....again. 
• Fcuk. Very unproud. Very tubby again.

Ending it off with two fffounds!

One. Graphic Design at its best.

I love Graphic Design.

Two. Nerds at their best.

BAHAHAHAHHAA. "We are going to see Koothrappali. Not kill batman".
This part killed me too. I love you Sheldon Cooper. 

Futbol & MWDC tmr! OUTS!

Attack of the Hambugers

AN UPDATE.

FINALLY.

I know. I'm sorry. I have been so so lazy especially today for some reason. I even missed my 1215 combat class because i didn't get up in time to be productive.

Anyhoo. Plenty to rant about, plenty for youS to read. I actually blogged abouts several things since last Wednesday but have been totally putting it off because i've been pretty busy. Life is definitely moving forward with many things happening and i'm pretty content with the many "things" i have to tend to.

So as far as my memory can take me..........

• Met up with Jleung for dimsum and flying.
  I remember when i use to get a little angry that he's always the 3rd wheel when i was with the prior-mister. Now thinking back, i feel uber guilty and ridiculous that i would get upset over something so trivial. I'm glad that we're still friends despite all that has happened. We went for dim sum at Pearl and it was the most expensive dim sum i've ever had (to date). God it was outrageous to pay 6 bucks for Hai Gow!!! Craziness. Even T&T sells it for only 2 bucks and to be honest it kinda tasted the same. I guess i'm paying for the view (which was very nice fyi). Of course during our brunch, he did his Quarterly Check-Up and Maintenance work on my BB. ^^ Patched it up and now its operating good as new!!! (With the exception of the ACCIDENT that almost costed me a bb which will be later discussed....) Then he spontaneously decides to take me on a city tour...IN THE AIR. Its like the coolest thing ever to have a friend that can operate a plane. We walked to the Toronto Islands Airport (the weather was soooo nice) and he did his thing and took us up. It was pretty cool. I've never seen J so serious at something because he's normally petty jokes and laid back lol It was a gooood experienceeeeee. Probably going to meet up again when he's back from HK and has me a solar-power device that can charge my BB!!! It was a pretty awesome day. I am glad i made that effort to meet up.
  
  
• Jess's Farewell @ Spice Route.
  I actually am not very fond of that restaurant but the lounge area turned to be a lot better than their dining area. J was completely plastered and i had a really good time even though we left a bit earlier. I got my buzz, i dressed up and (thought) i looked good, lots of camera whoring. We got tequila shots on the house (courtesy of the cousin and our sneaky ways), bottle (courtesy of the cousin's bf). It was a VERY pleasant night. I want picturesssss.
  
  
• Bloor West Date with K and J
  Met up with the girls for really good Hamburgers at Yellow Griffin Pub (they are famous for having 35 different types of burgers which includes a Peanut Butter and Jam one) over at the Bloor West end. The trip was also to check out a venue for her bday. The venue surprisingly looks extremely rustic (in a good way) and i'm surprised with how much i like it and the many things i can do to it to give K the best 25th bday a girl can have. Afterwards we went to Sweet Flour and baked a cookie that almost killed us 3 because of all the sugar and butter in one small pastry.....but personally i think its worth it because Salted Caramel is something worth dying for. 
• We watched the Vampires Suck movie
  If people did not know what this movie was about, it's basically a movie poking at/making fun of Twilight

Yes. The movie poster TOTALLY says it all doesn't it. Being the devoted and loyal Twilight fan that i am, i felt i should watch it to see what people/non-fans feel about the franchise and what is there to make fun of since...i feel like....there IS nothing to make fun of.....haha I shouldn't be SO narrow-minded right? No. I SHOULD have been narrow minded and said NO to the movie because not even two minutes into the movie, i face palmed myself and then fell asleep about 40 minutes into the movie. It was a HUGE Twilight fan fail. Haha anyways i am glad J and K enjoyed the movie though. It would have been downright epic fail if they hated it too. lol

Thoughhhhhhh i gotta say, Ken Jeong was the highlight of the movie. This man is seriously the funniest moveable, talkable human being on the face of this earth. Even his face is funny looking. hahah i enjoyed HIS parts (that i did not miss when i was actually awake). HA HA FAIL.
The evening ended with us heading over to the Milestone Bar for apps and drinks. I love these two, i always such fun and relaxing girls day with them. <3

• Job Interview Prep/Actual Interview with CI
  Okay so this was pretty interesting. I received a posting for the position last Wednesday and this was seriously the first job posting (since the Disney Creative Intern post.....that i regretfully missed due to bigger issues i was dealing with at the time) in a very long time that caught my eye. That said under Junior's advice i aimed to get my CV into their inbox before Thursday. Unfortunately for me, the state my resume and CL was in, it was NOT ready to be sent to anybody. So in between gymming and going out to see people, i pulled 3am nights just for this particular position at my dream company. Sent it in with complete confidence (along with two other company postings) but to my horror, i noticed that the company posted an external post on Monster. Obviously they are going to get a zillion better CVs and mine is going to be lost in the pile.
  
  To my surprise though, they actually called me back for a phone interview (that i have tweeted and somewhat mentioned before) that i felt like i completely bombed. Even more devastated now (then), i went ahead and did a personality index assessment that they requested and was basically not expecting a call back for a 2nd interview. I think i got really lucky because the day i was out with J, i received an e-mail request for a 2nd interview. This drove me into work mode and i began prepping my portfolio for the interview and even had to cancel my shopping date with C (i'm sorry again dear) because it took so much time to prepare and print.
  
  My interview was yesterday and i hate to type it but i really don't think i got the job. I don't think the interviewer girl liked me, she did not seem impressed and last but not least, i did NOT do a good job of "marketing"/selling myself. I later learned in the elevator (as i was leaving) from someone who worked there that the interviewer is some big shot Marketer chick that won a prestigious award for being Marketer of the year or something similar to that (from the Canadian Marketing Association). You guys should have seen my face. It was seriously a big FML moment. If i knew that marketing myself would have been THAT crucial (yes i know that is important too but not your-chance-at-being-hired-ois-on-the-line important when your interviewer is apparently CANADIAN MARKETER OF THE YEAR), i would have worked on my "TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF" speech instead of the "WHY DO YOU WANT TO WORK FOR US" speech. ARGHH. FML.
  
  I've wanted to work for this company since 3rd year (they offered a design competition and winner gets obviously the glory of winning but also an internship) and when i didn't "win" an internship with them, i was seriously crushed for weeks. I remember the boys taking me out for buffet lunches to cheer me up and it stung a lot when i saw whom i lost to (i hate that asshole) and the "design" i lost to. It sucked even more when the interviewer actually remembered the winner and brought his name up during the interview. SIGHS. It was like reopening a wound....IN THE MIDDLE OF AN INTERVIEW. I don't know whether l'll be able to handle another rejection from them. I think it might actually drive me into a emo frenzy crazy mode.
  
  None the less tho, do pray for me. The position and the projects that the hired designer gets to work on sounds unbelievably amazing.
  
  
• My BB Crisis
  For the past couple of days i experienced one of the most devastating thing EVER- which was the ALMOST LOSS of my Blackberry. God it was soooo dreadful using a flip phone (who uses that anymore?!??!?). Basically my keyboard went crazy wonky and eventually just didn't even respond anymore. What happened was i knocked over a cup of ice water and it spilled on the BB. On TOP of that. I do have a habit of bringing it in the showers to talk to Twin (hey she does it TOOO) so there was already moisture damage.....the cup of water just pushed it over the edge that's all. Anyways so here i am trying to repair it and freaking out on Jleung. I was told by him (and a number of others too) to put it into a bucket of rice for 3-5 days and it should be okay? Since when was this a remedy?!?! I am SO out of the loop. I was pretty skeptical but i had nothing to lose since it felt like i lost a part of my life already. Still, i was left with nothing but a freaking flipphone- no net, no email, no pinning, no QWERTY keyboard. Sobs. Thnx the lord, A was able to grab me a Pearl from work. I survived on a downgraded Pearl for THREE days. It was torture. Absolute torture.
  
  But this story has a happy ending because i took it outta the rice box yesterday and IT ACTUALLY WORKS.
  
  PRAISE THE LORD FOR INVENTING THIS THING CALL RICE.
  
  holyshiet who knew that it was going to work!?!?? wow. This method totally saved me a couple of hundred (that i can spend ELSEWHERE giggle giggle) from buying a replacement phone (A White BB Bold to be specific.....that i am still going to get eventually......).
  
  I swear i am going to treat it with care and more love then before.
  

Random jots of thoughts:

• Borrowed two seasons of the Office. Will start that soon!
• The cousin and bf is in Vancouver. I hope they're having a blast. I'm very envious.
• This appears to be the Year of the Breakups. Add on three more recent ones. This year is cursed. I am telling all you people who are still in relationships. It might be you guys next...........not to be cynical or anything. 
• Oh yes, i FINALLY booked my G2 road test. Let's hope i pass it and not be the last 23 year old in Toronto that doesn't have their g2!!!!!
• TIFF is about to start in a couple of weeks. 
• Celebrities to stalk for: RYAN GOSLING, Josh Hartnett, James Franco, Ryan Reynolds, Penn Badgley, Jackson Rathbone. Only chick i care enough to stalk: Blake Lively. haahaaa. 
• I need to load more pictures on facebook.
• THISSSS close to buying a Real Madrid No.8 (Kaka) Soccer Jersey.....GAHHH. Temptation.
• Soccer Jerseys are SO uber comfortable to wear after a nice long workout. The material glides on your skin.....in a very erotic and comfortable way.
• My mom just said i'm fat again. The funniest thing was that she thought i was skinner when i was still dating the prior-mister. Like i said, i thought that was the FUNNIEST thing in the world.....because i feel like i'm at my skinniest/fittest right now. Of course this was before i downed half that bag of Doritos. Face Palm. 
• I sense that my ipod's expiration day is coming. It is fighting for its life every single day i use it.
• LEARN HOW TO MAKE YOUR OWN PORE STRIPS HERE. 
• Michelle Phan is such a goddess. It actually works. I would know. I tried it earlier today.
• I'm actually REALLY sick of hamburgers (hence the entry title). I've been eating at least ONE every week since summer started. During camping it was literally what i had 3 days in a row. At home my parents LOVES grilling burgers because they want to make good use of our BBQ and i go out and i eat hugeeee cowburgers with people. I think if i eat another burger l'll freaking punch myself in the face. 
• I have a list of shit i'm planning on buying in Buffalo. It includes things like RAINBOOTS, UGGS (both of which i was NOT allowed to buy when i was taken) and GYM CLOTHES. 
• I also need a camera. My dad always lectures me whenever i borrow his.
• READ: China Traffic Jam can last weeks. LINK
• To Do: Continue to apply for jobs, continue to work out, continue to drive, buy tickets for TIFF, plan K's Birthday with J, continue w/ side jobs, eat less, drink for the buzz, not the hangover.

OKAY. I AM DONE. THAT TOOK ONLY 2.5 HOURS!!!

NOW.

To do work.

I want a cupcake

Ohkayyyy so apparently there was a 5.5 magnitude earthquake that hit Southern Ontario (aka TO, Scaborough, PARTS of Markham (i say parts because i was in Markham and felt jack squat), Sauga and i don't know about Richmond Hill) that i did not feel. i dooo feel kind of jipped (even though J was scared out of her wits!) because everyone I knew felt it. Not really the type of bandwagon you want to jump on but nonetheless it would have been "interesting" since Toronto doesn't experience earthquakes due to our "rigid" crust. The last one was recorded in 1998 (Mag 5.4) and 1986 (Mag 5.0). I got my findings here. So yeah. I was jipped. lol The best status change by far about the quake tho, was by TP

"Earthquake!! In my office toilet!!"

Hahah good job terry. Good jobbb. 

What was more interesting though, was my newly acquired friend at SB was telling me about there being Army Helicopters in the area (probably heading downtown) as he was walking down steeles & brimley. Man this G20 stuff is getting scaryyyyyy. I'm a LITTLE big frightened about going down there this Saturday. But not frightened enough to not go. haha

So what is a blog post without me ranting about football?!?! Here it is:

ENGLAND ADVANCES BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

That's a nice big IN YOUR FACES to all you haters. Though i might add that they will probably be murdered in round 2 if they were to face Germany. Actually, even Ghana. They would be frightened by their dark skins. And lets just say that they somehow miraculously beat the 2nd rounds and make it to Quarter finals, there is no chance in hell they can beat Argentina. By the way the brits are playing, they really are not that good (they keep on wasting their energy on CHASING the ball instead of playing it smart. by the time it gets to them, they're all outta breath!!!) That said now, it just means i gotta go get myself a Spain or Brazil Shirt.

Jot down thoughts-

• Went back to Goodlife for the first time in 3 months and it felt GREAT. i was THINKING of canceling my membership but i think if i can afford to maintain it i think i will because i really enjoy it. Even though Body Combat made me completely out of breath (absolute Cardio fail), i felt that wuzzy feeling that makes me feel like im doing some good to my body. Also after attending Kick Boxing, my "posture" during Body Combat is a lot more "correct" now haha Extra added bonus is i bumped into C and made a gym date for next week!!! Ah. <3
• I want to get more into cupcake baking and cupcake decorating. 
• I hope to see A & Spyo soooooon. July 3rd yes yes?
• R's Bday Bash @ Courthouse Saturday. Shall be exciting.
• Upcoming Brazil Vs. Portugal game. Watching it for the skills and tactics involved. Not for the hot men (b/c Kaka is suspended. SNIFF SNIFF & im not very fond of C.ronaldo and his abs. )
• Going through True Blood way too damn quickly. Vampires are so sexy.
• One week until ECLIPSE (3rd twilight movie)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Summerlicious with the Girls? (Sorry everyone...i can only afford one summerlicious meal this summer and im going to reserve it for the girls..)
• The Last Airbender with the Boys is going to be so damn epic. The trailer is epic. The storyline is epic. It is going to be gooooooood.

Okay i guess thats all. Need to get bak working on portfolio stuff.

Completely random. But the Starbucks im at suddenly smells like Instant Noodles mixed with XO Sauce. HAHA maybe im just hungeeee.

你仍然是第一個我會想起當有大事情發生.

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This actually made my heart hurt a little when i saw it lol!!!!!

Why are people SOOO cruel!!!!!

Twilight & SATC 2

Last night i used two hour of my life to download the Oprah episode with Robert Pattinson (Edward), Kristen Stewart (Bella),  Taylor Lautner (Jacob) in HD.

Anyways to keep this short.....i think i would die if Robert Pattinson knocked on my door. (That's what he did to a couple of fans!!!) And Taylor Lautner would not have a chance of leaving the house the same again. (if he came to my house) Muahahhaha

=D

Wrap up with the rat today. i pray to god its the last i ever have to step foot in the dungeon.

&& then SEX&THECITY2 with twin. Watched  the trailer again and i am getting majorly excited all over again. FAKK ITS GONNA BE SO GOOOOOOOOOOD. Hopefully it lives up to the first movie because i was SO in love with the first movie. It could not have been any more perfect.

Apparently according to Rottentomatoes (a movie rating site), the movie is at 14% (which means its REALLY BAD). That said a reviewer wrote: " So, should you see it? If you're a SATC devotee, does it matter what this review says? It shouldn't." - Ai. So true. I'll love it no matter what even if it is shit haha


Then home i go to work on stuff for junior. Does anyone know how to use Joomla?? (PM me) I need like a crash course on this.

Story of my life

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Another Twilight-related post but this one is interesting. Trust, it shows what a big loser I am and people always like reading that lol [But it is mostly a Twilight haul heh]

ANYWAYS. So as I blogged yesterday about going nom nom over the 10 second teaser trailer of the Eclipse movie (3rd Twilight Novel) and how this morning at 9am they’re going to premiere the 90 seconds trailer! Here I am, patiently awaiting 9am and to my dismay, the rat decides to come in early on the morning Eclipse was being viewed by THOUSANDSSSS of crazy girls like meeeeeh. Here I am, completely going bonkers because I see that its up and I can’t watch it because I got this feeling that l’ll get caught && everyone else around me is watching it!!!! It got to a point where I was SO DESPERATE that I scurried to the washroom to watch it on my blueberry. Ah desperate times calls for desperate measures right!!! But my Rogers Wifi was SOOOO poor it made the trailer choppy and images blurred that I gave up because I didn’t want to watch it like that!!!!! ARGH it was a complete FML moment for me on the toilet seat I swear. Came back to the office, completely disappointed. Then suddenly I hear the door opened and I KNEW THIS WAS MY MOMENT (the rat went for a pee).

&& that’s how I FINALLY WATCHED IT. Ohhhhh yesss finally.

You have to consider the idea, that I might be better for her than you are.

When Jacob said that to Edward, the look on Edward's face made my heart cry and i got chills down my spine. He looked like he was in so much agony and pain. SOBx I gotta give it to Robert Pattinson for having that "depressed" (but so sexy) vampire look and feel. I mean vampires ought to be depressed. THEY NEVER SLEEP. I would be pretty sad if i wasn't able to sleep. Anyways i digress. BIG SIGHHHS edwarddddddddddddddd. (Don't get me wrong. Edward Cullen is STILL A GOD. If there was an Olympian god out there- Edwards face would be on it haha)

but I AM COMPLETELY, WHOLE-HEARTEDLY EVEN MORE IN LOVE WITH JACOB BLACK. OHMYGOD. OOOO SOMEONE NEEDS TO FAN ME BECAUSE THE BOY IS FINEEE. 

(On a serious critique and my opinion on the trailer- its obvious they switched up a lot of the plot line..AGAIN but I guess they have to, I’m not surprised at all because essentially the Twilight movies are rubbish but because i am such a fan its amazing to me. Edward looks more paler but so much more handsome than before. He’s like the STRONG, SILENT, SEXY (the super-fantastic three S’s!!) type that completely makes my heart melt....but Taylor Lautner just knocks me out completely. The replacement for Victoria looks soooo terrible. Her jumps were terrible and looked circus-ish. Not impressed. No glimpse of the vamp fam or the wolf pack, that was disappointing. I’m only hoping the 2nd theatrical trailer would show more of the other cast......because they’re just as important!!!!! Even though the movies are nothing without Edward and Jacob. Smirks. heh)

I need to share this joy with someone. Blogging about it realllllllly isn’t satisfying it.

So i guess in conclusion, TWILIGHT IS MY LIFE. *smiles*

Eclipse

It is finally here....the Eclipse trailer!!!!! Well ten seconds of it but it was such a HOTTTTTT ten seconds. Damn you Summit people for being such a TEASEEEEE. Ohmygod i cannot wait until tomorrow (approx. Thursday @ 6:00AM PST / 9:00AM EST!!)

"I'm going to fight for you until your heart stops beating..."

SOBSx TEAM JACOB FOR THE WINNNNNNN.

I'm still waiting for Edward to win me back hahah so far he's being massacured by Jake in my books. hahah i like how im on the same page and wavelength as my 13 year old cousins lol

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Dear Taylor Lautner,

You are perfect. You may have a "gorilla" face and ooogly eyes according to K and LX. And even though you are six years junior of me... its ooooookay because age is just a number and i have hundreds of thousands girls who support me with my fascination of your machine gun abs.

Sincerely, Me

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

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Taylor Lautner & Ed Westwick - DIRECTV Celebrity Beach Bowl.

I kinda began hyperventilating when i saw this picture. 

OH I JUST WANT TO EAT THEM UP LIKE COOKIES MMMMMMM NOM NOM NOM NOM
Need to go stalking for more pics of them now.

And this becomes my Sunday afternoon activity.

New Moon

Need i say more? ^______^

New Moon tonight with Twin. Wish me good luck in surviving the night!

Get off my Case on Twilight

I bet you watched at least one shitty show, read one shitty book, or listen to one shitty band that is equivalent. We all have our tastes. Yeah, Stephenie Meyer writes like a 12 year old boy, and yes, it is just like every vampire book on the face of the earth...

But i like it, and at this point, being a dick about twilight is just as overrated as liking it. So shut the fuck up already.

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Nice...

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I laughed SO hard when i saw this hahaha I absolutely had to share. So so true!!!! Rofl.

old-school love

Last night on facebook, the first Wex (my highschool)-sweethearts from my grade changed their status to ENGAGED. As expected as it was and we all saw it coming but rather it was a matter of time of when it will happen- i am at complete loss of words when it comes to describing how unbelievably happy i am for them. Even though i've had no direct contact (well maybe except for the groom-to-be, i had an occasion few PSY classes with him over the 4 yrs at Ryerson) since high school, it's still great to see them tie the knot (finally). They're both really kind people and definitely deserve each other.

In a way i think i'm way TOO happy for them? Given the fact i don't exactly hang with them haha I guess this news for me is also validation that fairytale endings do exist. For the past couple of years i've been pretty skeptical of this (especially when it comes to highschool sweethearts). With all the break-ups i've heard, witnessed and been part of- it makes it all the harder when everyone around you (including yourself) isn't living that fairytale dream that you believe in. Thus with them tying the knot, they're living proof to me that old-school love can survive (!!) in this modern day era where greed, money, technology and ambitions can destroy all that.

Whichhhhhh would explain why i am SO SO happy because they're going AGAINST the grain!! (ha ha GCM nerd joke) A big congrats to them! I'm excited to see her load their wedding pictures.


Up next, G&N, ET&Jules, and enoughabout-you&A on the alter list lol. I'm waiting for those facebook status changes.


Side-note,
Face is slowly recovering, neck is still gross but on the path to recovery. What i'm actually quite fearful of right now is the swelling around the eye area. B/c the eye area is extra sensitive, i fear that the wrinkles that are visibly present are going to stay there permanently. Shit i was telling the mister last night i look like i'm forty and that scares the fcuk out of me. I've been going out (only for work and either walmart or price chopper) without makeup on for the past week (FYI: There hasn't been a day where I have left the house without eyeliner on since 2004) all while praying i don't bump into anyone i know, or anyone lx knows (i don't want to embarrass him). I don't understand how something can appear so quick but can take SO long to go away.
Unbelievable.


Oh and i bought New Moon tickets for myself and twin.
Even though we are a month and two weeks early. giggle giggle.

bullseye

"To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal."

I dreamt i was pregnant and Edward Cullen was the daddy (PWAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA).
Now if you disregard the explicit rowdy aspect of the dream, i find the the significance meaning behind it is exactly what i feel like i need right now. A big "X" marks the spot calling for me. Maybe this is really the time to re-evaluate what i want to do with my life.

Twilight

Gorgeous picture. <3 Twilight

Lunches

On a positive note. My lunches are spent with Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson (notice how i put taylor's name first because i am IN LOVE with him and have practically converted to being part of Team Jacob even though its quite sick of me since the boy is not really legal- yet).

Of course i read a couple of pages of Alice in Wonderland but that book is so jacked up and weird i literally cannot go pass, A COUPLE OF PAGES without giving up because i get so confused. At this rate i can finish the book when the movie is out NEXT YEAR. =__=''

Then i go on NewMoonMovie.org && EclipseMovie.org and crazy BBM akemo and start a frantic rant on how much i lurve twilight.



in case you didn't catch it yet- I <3 JACOB

ohtayyyyy its work time~

where are you oh-interesting blogs

its so hard to find a good blog to read nowadays
no wonder i'm lacking inspiration


oh and i dreamt tall j and jennut turned me into a vampire last night (because they were both vampires). i think Twilight has finally caught up with my dreams since i've been re-reading Eclipse and now Breaking Dawn. sighs. Too bad it wasn't Edward Cullen that bit me. i think that would have been more of an erotic dream more than anything else. giggle giggle kekekeke. SIGHS.


dammit. lol i need to see more people instead of socializing with vampires...on paper and in my brain.

i miss blogging

I was doing my usual stalkings through facebook during work just now and I somehow stumbled across pictures of a wedding my friend attended. I think I officially found the place where I want to have my wedding reception at. TEHEHEHEHE I wonder if people are willing to drive to Woodbridge for my wedding? TEHEHEHEHE

P.S I haven't been blogging much and i truly miss blogging but i find it so hard to drag myself to the computer to type something when all i do now during my evenings is taking care of my skin and teeth (haha) or reading (the Time Traveler's Wife) or both! That or i am out and i come back home exhausted and want to crawl into my big comfy bed.

Couple of random thoughts since I'm here.

• Last weekend i got smashed at a Boat Cruise Birthday Party. It was so awesome because it was not the type where i had to hold my hair back and puke in the toilet that leads to a massive hangover the next day, but rather the type where i was on such a great buzz and was extremely loud and rowdy.
• I loved my dress and again, i think i pulled it off with the make-up....i THINK i am improving. But i still need someone to show me how to actually put on bronzer and someone to actually give me some critique on my "techniques"....or at least give me an honest opinion on how i look.
• The moment i saw the boat (AURORA BOREALIS) on the dock i knew it was going to be a great night because there was a live steel drum band playing like Calypso music, or at least thats what it sounded like.
  
• The night was absolutely terrific except for the part where i missed dessert (cupcakes and cake!!!!!!)
• The music was too west indie for me as much as i enjoy old school soca...but perfect for everyone else who was there haha
  
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• Got my nails done with my cousin over the weekend too. Brunch @ a Greek Restaurant and then fast nails @ Urban Nails on the danforth
  
  
  
• As ghetto, simple and unorthodox as it is- i LOVE it =D (My boss gave me the i am weird-look when i explained to him why only the tips are black)
  
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• It was my cousin T's wedding this weekend over in Edmonton. I wish i was able to go but financials have me stuck in Toronto so congratulations to him and my new cousin-in-law. Hopefully i can see them soon b/c i owe him a lot for driving me around Edmonton (to get to bars and bbt shops) when i last visited.
• More and more in love with the NEW MOON movie as i watch more trailers and videos of the cast (in particular Jacob Black...wow <3333>
• I am in total fall-shopping mode. Someone's gotta hold me back
• The mister is still sick...and that makes me sad because i cant bring him food : (
  

Okay back to work. pwahha

TWILIGHT @ COMIC CON 2009

i kid.
i wish that was me. hahahah
holymoly look at all those ppl!!!!!!!!!! They're there for the Twilight Panel @ Comic Con in SanDiego. AKA they are all there to see edward or jacob, or both.


so exciting.


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