The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Friday, September 11, 2009

extreme withdraw

title says it all. ahhhhhh

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Withdraw

Many of you might find this a little disgusting, but the longest i've ever gone without seeing the mister has been ahhhh five days? Anyways, its been a little bit more than a week and i am going through some major withdraw. I mean it can be A LOT worst but still.

Thank god for my cousins company. lolol SEE. I CAN BE FINE TOO.



*goes into crazy fidget-mode*

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

there are some things worth dying for

These are one of the many things. (Click to enlarge)
I am so willing to lose a couple of toes in the process of learning how to walk and function in these babies. I mean, who needs all ten toes anyways. I can do without one or two. Or three.
I am in lurveeeee!!! And they're also the closest pair of imitations to the 1500 dollars Givenchy ones ive talked about on my Xanga.
I am counting down the days until i get them.....even though i haven't tried them on, don't know the price and don't know which CBX stores in Toronto carries them. ohmegee i need to go to a mall SOON.

Monday, September 7, 2009

New Level

Dear gawd i was KO'ed so badly last night, i reached a new level of drunkenness: not remembering ANYTHING that happened. i dont even want to try to remember some of it because it was SO embarassing. I'm sorry for being such a hassle girls, thanks for being there for me! <3

i was going to blog about something but totally forgot what.

&& The next few days is going to be lonely b/c the mister is out of town. sad face.

Sleeeeeeping.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Genius!


Haha whoever thought of that is a genius! as a starbucks addict, i love seeing things like that lol
Been a quiet long weekend so far. Did nails again, got my first pedicure. Embarassed myself as i was getting my pedicure. It was such a kay-leena thing to do haha but both pedi and french mani was SO cheap, i think i shall frequent this place from now on.

i also really wanna shop. i actually refrained myself from going to fairview the other day because i know that l'll go insane with all the shit im going to get....i really need to go with someone thats money conservative to make me feel guilty when i want to spend money on something unnecessary i.e. another scarf.............unless its really cheap and reallllllllly purdy.

Anyways tomorrow should be explosive. 930am body pump class and following in the evening, Girls Night at the Howard Johnson and Cabana. Lets hope i dont get too trashed lol

Going to settle in for the night and continue to read the Lovely Bones~
Perhaps lll mega blog on monday.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Pear Yogurt Tastes like Medicine


A conversation between LX and i tonight.

Me: The Girls and I are planning on clubbing on Sun-Mon Morning, i booked a hotel for us today
lx: What about me?
Me: Oh...... you are doing your own thing
lx: Why?
Me: Because it's a Girls Night *lol*
lx: But I won't be in the way
Me: it's only the girls lol, JY won't be there
lx: I won't be in the way. i promise (okay i might have imagined this part haha)
Me: lol i know you won't but its only girls. Even J won't be there
lx: Maybe J and JY will come if i was there
Me: But its GIRLS NIGHT =___='''

- The mister is such a dork sometimes.
i think only my cousin would see the cuteness/comedic nature in this convo. haha

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


"I believe in pink.
I believe that laughing
is the best calorie burner.
I believe in kissing, kissing a lot.
I believe in being strong when
everything seems to be going wrong.
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls.
I believe that tomorrow is another day and
I believe in miracles."

- Audrey Hepburn


No wonder girls of all ages, all generations idolizes her.

I finally get why. It clicked after reading that line.

I'm currently having a terrible evening (i'm sorry for being so bitter on twitter)
I don't know why but after seeing that balloon picture i feel a little bit better. The picture makes me feel hopeful and light, instead of that heavy feeling i carried with me as i took my "cooling down" walk up and down Steeles.

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