ups and mostly downs

its easier to see people in their worst light than to believe and know whats their true light.
its easier to be angry, resentful and bitter than to be hopeful and optimistic.

it makes living life easier this way, at least for me.
i can move pass a lot of things, much quicker by choosing to believe certain things and disregarding the rest.

even though my intuition is almost always correct.

futbol and ebay- two deaths

Summary of my day:

• Refreshing and trying to buy TIFF tickets since 9am 
• I am STILL at it.
• Maybe Ryan Gosling and i were just not meant to be
• Watching the Spain vs Liechtenstein Qualifying Game for Eurocup 2012
• While refreshing the TIFF online box office
• My hunk Torres is back bitches!!!!!!!!!! <3333 Scored two of the 4 goals!!!!!!
• Obviously Spain won. 
• Watched the last 10 minutes of the England vs. Bulgaria Qualifying Game for Eurocup 2012
• Could not believe how well England played. It reminded me why i loved them in the first place and why i started to watch futbol.
• Obviously again, they won.
  
• Ebaying
• Burning money 
• Making spontaneous bids & forgetting about them to only receive email notification that i won the bid.....
• Fighting the urge/biting my lip/literally restraining myself from buying a Spain (AWAY) jersey.
• DILEMMA!!!!!!!!
• i KNOW manyyyy of you are going to frown and say...DON'T YOU HAVE ENOUGH FUCKING SCARVES?!?!? But.....
• Should i Alexander McQueen it or not?!?!?!?! FAK
•  Gym & Dinner with Junior
• I have a new Saturday morning Combat partner!

There you go. My two deaths: futbol and ebay.

Oh and also my BAREFEET got sucked into mud tonight. it was a big face-palm-fcuk-me-screaming moment.

LONG WEEEKENDDDDDD. Get your drink on bitches. ~

Project 30 Day: Day 3

Day 03 - A Picture of What you did today

 Only mid-day and i already know what i will be doing for the rest of the day: 

Refreshing and trying to buy TIFF tickets for Tall J and I at SB.
Project 30 Day Intro: Read

Death Screen

is it REALLLY asking so much, to want to buy tickets for a Ryan Gosling movie????
Though the chances of him being there is pretty damn high but reallllly now. Is that really asking for so much???

ARGHHH.

Project 30 Day: Day 2

Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today

Before i venture off to sweat my ass off.
Project 30 Day Intro: Read

Project 30 Day: Day 1

Day 01 - A Picture of Yourself

Crazy Panda Eyes Yo
Project 30 Day Intro: Read

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SIDE: GRAPHIC DESIGNER FRIENDS READ: Link
x rofl. Graphic Designers can be such bitches.

Project 30 Day

Something that l'll be doing for the month of September. I found this project on a blog roll i follow but i don't think that person ever completed it. Basically Project 30 Day (i renamed it from something else) is a simple photography project where each day l'll post a photo of the topic. I thought it will be interesting to do something like this and see what i end up with. I'm going to go ahead and create my own set of guidelines for this because the original rules calls for original images but its difficult for me since i don't own a nice, nifty SLR cam (or perhaps i can borrow it for the month of September....hmmmmmmmm). So l declare that only half can be from other sources (which i will credit) and the other half must be taken by me.

Hopefully l'll be able to keep up!!!!

Topics:
Day 01 - A picture of yourself
Day 02 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 03 - A picture of what you did today
Day 04 - A picture of where you went today
Day 05 - A picture that inspires you
Day 06 - A picture of your morning
Day 07 - A picture that makes you cry
EDIT: Day 08 - A picture of yourself and your favorite Cousin
Day 09 - A picture of what you had for lunch
Day 10 - A picture of what you like to do
Day 11 - A picture of your favorite drink
Day 12 - A picture of your favorite food
Day 13 - A picture of your friends
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite teacher(s)
Day 15 - A picture of your dream cell phone
Day 16 - A picture of yourself
Day 17 - A picture of your mp3 player
Day 18 - A picture of your room
Day 19 - A picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)
Day 20 - A picture of where you want to honeymoon
Day 21 - A picture that makes you think of your loved one
Day 22 - A picture that describes your life
Day 23 - A picture of yourself
Day 24 - A picture of what you did today
Day 25 - A picture that you edited
Day 26 - A picture that makes you angry
Day 27 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 28 - A picture of what you wore today
Day 29 - A picture of yourself
Day 30 - A picture of you and your best friend

Enjoy the month.