The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Embracing Nature- Part Un


I can't wait to get away from the city.

From everything.

I think aside from the no pinning/txting part, I can't wait to be away from the internet. It has hurt me enough times this week. Who knew blogs and facebooks can ruin lives. The irony is that i am the social media whore around here.

Anyways. Leaving in a few hours.

Cross fingers. Wish me good luck in my battle with the mosquitoes and everything else.

Bye.

dreammoods.com

Stabbed (in the neck)
To dream that you have been stabbed, signifies your struggle with power. You are experiencing feelings of inadequacy and defensiveness. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are feeling betrayed as reflected by the popular phrase, "being stabbed in the back".

To dream that your neck is injured or sore, indicates a separation between your heart and mind. There is a literal disconnect between how you feel and what you think. You are feeling conflicted.

To dream that you are wounded by a knife, is symbolic of masculine or animalistic aggression.
(Probably my anger.)

Stuck in a wave
To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to take some time to cleanse your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, the dream suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.

To see a tidal wave in your dream, represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long.

The 6453 dreams are beginning again...
Its becoming kind of like a haunting now.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

怎麼要這樣做來傷害我.

how did i know? i knew it.

I fucking knew it.

That burns. Really, really fucking badly.

i think you people ought to just fucking finish me off.

i can only take so much of these uber sensitive stunts.

我是猜不到nee一日會來得gum快.

WIP

New Layout Coming Soon
Hopefully it will be loaded and complete before i go away for the weekend.

Btw. I did NOT have a pleasant dream/sleep last night.
Good Nights!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Good Night Sleep

Tom and Summer makes me feel warm and fuzzy.

May i fall asleep in peace and dream a dreamless dream tonight. Tis' a brand new day tomorrow.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Nightmare

I rewatched the movie and discovered a new-found love.

Dreamt of what i feared most. It was like a million knives to the heart and more. 個種想死的感覺.
I'm horrid that its my actual reality. With some parts emphasized (because my subconscious is so dramatic).
I hope this does not become reocurring

I lied

Sorry. I said l'll add onto my last blog entry but i totally lost that buzz overnight.


I found this Inception Timeline that i think many would find interesting 

Random thoughts:

  • The new week begins and to punish myself for a weekend of bad eating i doubled my time working out and did about a total of 3.5 hours of Combat, Kettlebell and Muay Thai. Day 1 done, 4 more to go this week.   
  • Today must have been "Hot Asian Guys with hot faces and hot bods" Day at the Gym.
    I wish it was like that every day.
  • Camp trip #1 at the end of the week. Going to be funnn timesssss. 
  • I need to find a site where i can stream football games. The Premier league and LFP is starting soon!!!
  • Employment Insurance Where are you? : (((
Oh and i am okay today. If anybody wants to know.

Night night!

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