Bitter Realization

Word of advice to people: Loving someone too much will fuck you in the ass at the end of the day and you will end up with no one.

Solution: Just don't effing love!!! You end up with nobody anyways so what's the point of giving your all.

Do i sense major commitment issues in the future? (Yes).

God you learn SO much from reading someone's blog.

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原來一直以來, 他覺得壓力很大因為我太愛他.
他原來恨討厭我把他在第一位.
最心痛是..他沒同我說. 他自己決定我們的過去三年的回憶和感情可以gum來gum去... 沒有給我一個機會去改...機會知道是怎麼回事

原來一直是我的錯...我終於知道, 問題是我.

今日，我發現我是一個不適合去愛的人. 我很笨.
因為每個人..最後他們會離開我.
包括個一個我覺得是..我的終於找到屬於我happy ending的人.

我媽媽的說是正...我是永遠找不到幸福.


& this is why i officially do not believe anymore because i don't know how.

I am fine.

But that's my reality.

I will be back with an Inception/weekend-related post ~ I'm in a major blogging mode.