Twilight

Gorgeous picture. <3 Twilight

Jumble of Thoughts

This picture makes me feel so so sad.

Maybe because long hair means a lot to me and I currently miss mine terribly. (God what was i thinking when i cut the four inches long. Did i forget how freaking long it takes for my hair to grow?! Gahhhhh) OR because there's like a couple of thousand things going through my mind and i just want to go body combat all of it out of my head. Since my thoughts aren't exactly too organized right now, l'll start type-jotting things again.

So why are there a couple of thousand things going through my mind right now. Last night the mister left my place well after midnight (and that's REALLY late b/c i'm normally in my bed and under my covers by 10:30pm) because we spent the night talking (about pretty much everything) and he left me with a lot of questions and a lot of things to think about.

That's the thing i absolutely love about Lx, is his objective perspective. There's that saying/quote or whatever that says "You should think outside of the Box"- i personally feel that he is able to do everything that quote asks for and more. I find its very hard to take a step back and be objective when there are a million monkeys (metaphorically speaking) surrounding you with chatter and as a result you become trapped in this so called "box". I am glad he is able to step out of that. That said, being someone that thinks with their mind but act on their heart, it's very hard for me to be objective when 101% of the time i am influenced by my emotions or the emotions of others (and how they would feel if i make a certain decision). Having him explain and share his perspective not only helps me become stronger (if not immediately) but also makes me consider a lot of things, which brings me to present-day and my essay-like typing for the past twenty minutes.

Sorry to bore. That's the end of that rant.

Next. I love the gym, it makes me feel wonderful but i'm not seeing results and its discouraging me. It kind of sucks because my main motivation was to look fantastic for Halloween (notice i said Halloween and not my birthday. I love Halloween way more than my own birth-day so lets not disappoint the dork this year!)

And this ice coffee isn't perking me up either.

I need a higher paying job too.

& a hair straightener. Yeah. I got my hair trimmed with twin last weekend @ a small Korean place and the results was fantastic. Straightened, thinned, styled, 20 bucks!!! I heart. But it becomes a bush again after a wash so all that is kind of useless if i go back looking like Aslan the lion. Any suggestions on where and what brand/kind i should get since im kinda a hair-straightener noob? i will luv you forever and thanks.

I still need to go stalk the other BMV locations. Alice in Wonderland is really dry.

OMG it just hit me. I just had a total EUREKA moment. I know EXACTLY what i can get Tall Jenn for her Birthday and she would absolutely LOVE IT. My only dilemma is, i HAVE to go to Urban Outfitters ASAP before it sold out. My vague memory reminds me i only saw two left at the store and its sold out all over America and apparently Vancouver. SHit shit shit shit.

Oh and this made me feel uber great:


That's my popularity at its all time highest over at Tumblr. I feel special. ('Mind you that its normally at ZERO). Yeah...i should stop spending time on the internet and do some REAL LIFE EXCITING ACTIVITIES!!!! Note: the sarcasm.

Nuit Blanche next week! I am tres excited because i consider the free 'contemporary arts night' to be something special between lx and i but since we both are so boring now (haha), we don't mind going with other people. I also miss coco and albie. The other night i spent half an hour on the phone with coco and we both agreed that we need to do something in the near 2-weeks future because we've been deprived of each others company. I do hope i get to see them both soon.

Lastly, I apologize again for the lack of structure and sense in this rant. & i did not realize this would turn into a word vomit. And and! Even though i sound so terribly depressed, frustrated and upset- i'm feeling actually quite fine but just a little tired (from lack of sleep). That would explain the lack of my usual bubbly (online) presence.

Good day.

Lunches

On a positive note. My lunches are spent with Taylor Lautner and Robert Pattinson (notice how i put taylor's name first because i am IN LOVE with him and have practically converted to being part of Team Jacob even though its quite sick of me since the boy is not really legal- yet).

Of course i read a couple of pages of Alice in Wonderland but that book is so jacked up and weird i literally cannot go pass, A COUPLE OF PAGES without giving up because i get so confused. At this rate i can finish the book when the movie is out NEXT YEAR. =__=''

Then i go on NewMoonMovie.org && EclipseMovie.org and crazy BBM akemo and start a frantic rant on how much i lurve twilight.



in case you didn't catch it yet- I <3 JACOB

ohtayyyyy its work time~

Immature

I think its plain mean for older men to pick on me because i'm younger in not only age but in experience. It's not nice to turn the situation around and make it my fault instead of owning up to the fact that they are the one at fault. I also get lack of respect and pretty much ignored until the end of the day because they have more important things to do then to tend to my e-mails that are subjected: URGENT or IMPORTANT. I mean, no wonder my mind drifts and my heart isn't in the right place.

I guess its pretty immature of me to blog about it in the first place.


Blah. I don't know what to do to earn their respect.


I hate work(ing). I miss school.

prime time tv

House

I lurve Wilson. pwahahaha


Criminal Minds

Hotch: My team? Let me tell you about my team: Agent Morgan fought to protect his identity from the very people who could save him. Why? Because trust has to be earned, and there are very few people he truly trusts. Reid’s intellect has a shield which protects him from his emotions, and at the moment his shield is under repair. Prentiss over-compensates because she doesn’t yet feel she’s a part of the team; she need not worry. Everyday Agent Jareau fields dozens of requests for our team, and every night she goes home hoping she has made the right choices. Garcia fills her office with figurines and color, to remind herself to smile as the horror fills her screens… And Agent Gideon in many ways is damned by his profound knowledge of others, which is why he shares so little of himself, yet he pours his heart into every case we handle. I stand by my actions, and I stand by my team, and if you think that you can find a better person for the job, then good luck

When hotcher said this, it made me choke up.



Law and Order: Special Victims Unit

<3333 Stabler and Benson
They're in their...what....eleventh season? Eleventh year? I have been faithful and watched EVERY single damn episode. That's dedication if i would say so myself!!!



Prime TV downloading just gets better and better!
& of course there's still Gossip Girl, Project Runway and Hell's Kitchen

Who says black people cant be intelligent and profound?

"i thought we agreed on celebrating our anniversary, ANNUALly"

Getting sick.

I can so feel it.

Tense/aching jaw, stuffy nose, heavy head, semi sore-throat, pashmina scarf not sheltering me enough and clearly not enough warm green tea.

Sighs.

But a big Happy 29months and two days to the mister and i ! Despite him not counting months but rather years, i still do it anyways! I count both years and months. And days. When i'm really bored.

Bye!