Strong Enough

What annoys me and saddens me beyond anything imaginable is this:

Person A get dressed, gets excited, and waits for Person B because i guess they were going to hang out. Person B flops/ditches and tells Person A that they wont be hanging out for the day. Person A becomes moody, frustrated and pissed off at everyone in the house which inturns annoys the shit out of everyone. Everyone then gets moody and pissed off too and it snowballs into a family feud (not the fun one).

Person B has been doing this for the past three-four years and it just makes me hate them even more. Even when the slightest feeling of NEUTRAL-ness ever creeps up on me because i feel like i should give them a chance because they mean alot to Person A: all these incidents are just reminders of how much pain you bring into Person As life, my life and my families life.

I'm sure Person B's got some sort of unspoken truth that i dont know about, but its been almost four years, i think its time to deal with it (as painful, tough and heart-aching it will be)- its really time to EITHER move on or fucking change.

And Person A: I wish you were strong enough to let go.



People have no idea how one courtship/relationship can strain and affect an entire family's relationship.You are probably thinking and asking me: Who are you to say what justifies an actual relationship? I agree, I am not someone to justify anything. All I know and feel is,


It pains me as much as it pains you.

You Know You Love Me, XOXO Gossip Girl

The past couple of days ive been spending my lunches on justjared.com and other hollywood gossip sites and I wanted to blog about a couple of items that came up as I did my intense celebrity stalkings. I thought i could do this as a weekly thing just because its fun to rant. lol

Starting with,

1. Edward Cullen you are a God
Haha enough said, he is gorgeous and a god-like creature that acts weird and awkward ONLY for the sake of turning off fans because the truth is, he has SOOO many that it has become harmful to his health and endangering his life. The risk of being jumped and sexually violated on the street by tweens, teens, women, and the elderly who wants a piece of him is too high. Just a small conclusion akemo and I thought of. Haha To this day I still regret not going to go see him at Muchmusic.

2. Burberry Day in New York
So I didn’t even know Burberry is such a hit over there? I mean, enough for it to be declared a day? Apparently there's even a building built for it. Shows what I know about NYC- not enough.

3. Jon and Kate plus 8
At first I was SO sad when I first saw the news that JON cheated. Then it became gay when they began to say KATE cheated. Now, whether people like it or not, or whether I accept the fact that one of my most favorite married couples whom I believed define the words marriage/parental bliss....- is going to split. Every damn media spotlight is focused on them and its just going to get worst and theyre just going to hate each other even more and there would be no more jon AND kate. I don’t thinkkkk they cheated on each other but I think the accusations provoked all the frustrations that have already been building up between them and leads to thisssss. I personally think Kates a big biatch (with her whole “Everybody wants my hair comment” - can you spell SELF-ABSORBED? I bet even your kids can spell that......but shes a good mother. Hmmm I wonder if being a biatch and being a good mother has any correlation with one another. Hm, Go figure. lol
Anyways, honestly Jon&kate, think of the children!!! Maybe they can give Aiden to me if the family becomes broken. KEKEKEKE.

4. Hayden Christensenn and Rachel Bilson
ENGAGED ARE THEY!?!I didn’t even noe they were going out!!! Mygosh.

5. meg ryans daughter is......chinese!?!


Omg hahaha what a cutie tho. She looks like a mini me but prettier cuz she looks mixed. Lol

6. Hugh Jackman Has Bulging Biceps
Hahaha nothing really. Its just the headline made me laugh out loud in the office haha

7. Scream 4
what the helllll. Haha that’s like bringing back, I Know What You Did Last Summer....interesting though.

8. Eminem/Bruno Stunt Was Staged (Duh)
I don’t believe that for a minute. The FURIOUS pissed off face eminem have was not part of an act or anything like that. Hes not THAT greAT OF an actor....we can all tell by 8 Mile....haha anyways ya holy shit Borats gonna have to look twice when hes crossing the street or watch his back cuz if eminem was still as ghetto as he use to be- he would take that guy out SO quicklyyyy for rubbing his balls in his face...yes. Gotta suck to be nut sacked by Borat haha

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ok so apparently eminem himself confirmed that he WAS part of the prank.....but i still dont believe him. haha He's not THAT great of an actor.


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yeah i think thats it haha

This is why I want to work for big name corporations like Ernst&Young

Today i went and got Part 3 0f 3 Cavity Fillings appointments scheduled for me because i have SO many cavities they werent able to eliminate them in one go. Akemo must be so disappointed in me. In total, i paid 1300 dollars to get my teeth to be squeaky clean....with only 600 of it covered by insurance. sighs. Do the math, it equals to A DENT IN MY WALLETT. Which is why the lesson here is: work for a company that has a GOOD DENTAL BENEFITS PACKAGE. or ANY GOOOD benefits package to say the least. Or invest in one. Omg i need a freaking benefits package.

Moving on.

Then, i stepped next door to where i normally get my glasses to ask them about how the rates for contact lenses work. Because i have realtively a little bit excessive money (for the next 3 days anyways), i figured now is the time to attempt to be different by looking like an alien (that wears metal retainers. yes! i have new awkward retainers) and try out contact lenses. Anyways so it will cost me a bill-ish for 2 boxes....i dont have a clue whether thats reasonable or not, i gotta ask the mister for advice. I proceed on to ask her how much would COLOR contacts cost because i wanna be a colored-eye alien. She asked me some questions about how bad were my eyes and whether i have some sort of condition (light reflective or something technical like that) and i wasnt really able to answer because i didnt have a clue and told her i have a "file" with them. She asked for my name, I replied and for a good ten seconds i thought she was about to get up to grab it when she sat down quite quickly and answered in chinese:

No. Your case is too extreme. They dont make color contacts for cases like yours.

sobs = (

So apparently my case is so unique that she remembers my name. Or maybe im the only file under the "EXTREME CASES" cabinet. Either way it sucks to be almost legally blind with some sort of lights-reflective condition (!???!) . Normally i would be pretty insulted and insist that they check but knowing that my eyes are pretty bad i totally accepted it and just said, "Aw" while she frowned at me. She looked very unhappy.

double sobs = (((((((


Sucks to have cavity-proned teeth and bad eyes.


Other random bits on my agenda
- I officially dont have a convocation dress anymore because the people forgot to ship it on the plane! ha ha ha
- I officially start assisting in paying mortgage bills and OSAP starting July. ha ha ha
-I'm starting to take up an interest in really expensive Asian-brand skin care products. Right when i gotta start forking up 60% of my pay cheque. ha ha ha
- My nails r chipping. ha ha haaaaa


It hasnt been a good day/night.
Lets hope chicken wings tmr and migration to the misters for the next couple of days will make me happier.

I keep on falling more in love with Edward Cullen

God the new movie trailer (New Moon,2nd twilight movie) is premiering in six hours.
I absolutely cannot wait to see his wonderful God-like face introducing it.

Okay im so im not suppose to apply intensive pressure to my nails because i just got them done (they're so ghetto looking =D ) and they're suppose to last up until convocation which is in approximately 12 days....hence im suppose to keep them from experiencing impact. This means refraining from quick movements, opening tight caps/lids/bottles, excessive scratching and no machine gun typing. sighs, i can do with all the above except typing. According to most, i type so loud ppl next door can hear me. Exaggeration? Yeah a lil, III think these people are exaggerating because i do not type THAT loudly.

i think. Or i can be lying to myself.
Anyways im on this blogging high currently so fuk that.

First up on the list, UP!
I saw it with the boys in 3-D and that movie was SO cute and SO amazing i absolutely cannot explain how wonderful it was. The side story was so charming and sweet and it fit perfectly with the purpose of the lil old man's "adventure". There were many moments where i bawled a lot to a point where im sure chocolate wanted to tell me to can it (haha). The whole movie was adorable and hilarious, the mister fell in love with Russell, the adorable fat wilderness explorer kid and it was simply a great watch. It totally deserves its super high ratings and reviews. Yay, the movie shows that love can still exist when you have fake teeth and canes (those who watched it would understand what i mean).

Next, the week of farewells.
We first had L the other day, leaving back to Vancouver. *sad*. Then A, venturing off to different parts of the world *sad*, and then yesterday after BBT, K announced his soon-departure up north for a job offer that he couldnt turn down lol. Its getting so depressing, NOW its slowly starting to hit me that this is no jokes- we really r growing up, this really is the end of the road for this portion of our lives. Just when we all began to really "see" each other OUTSIDE the walls of GCM. Irony sucks balls.

Convocation is going to be fun (hopefully), i honestly cannot wait to take THAT picture ive wanted to take since year one. THE picture i speak of is taking a picture of us five girls in our gowns. I've dreamt of this picture for soo long and its finally going to happen. I will hunt each of them down personallyand kidnap them from their families that day if i have to. I think l'll even make a facebook event just so it would happen. haha (seriously). I just have to make sure i sleep at like 9pm the night before so i can get up super early that morning to put on my face and do my hair. That would probably mean getting up at 5:45am (i need 15 mins to snooze and sober up) to be dt at 7:30am.....fak. Also my shoes finall arrived via UPS- they dont fit *thumbs up*, and my dress has yet to arrive. . Ah the Joys of getting ready to graduating.

Third, Twilight.
I just watched the trailer for New Moon. I put my headphones on for maximum excitement and put it on full screen to get ready for an orgasmic ride.......and i was disappointed. Very....disappointed. =(((( f-c-u-k, fak. That one scene, THAT very scene in the book that teared me in half, broke my heart into a thousand pieces and made me fall into depression for the next 12 chapters- i expected that scene to give me chills. All i felt myself say when they showed that scene in the trailer was- thats it? The movie is going to suck. triple sighs***

Taylor Lautner on the other hand is...."very handsome and will grow into a handsome man". Unfortunately I am unable to describe him in any further explicit details or fantasize about him as i do with Robert Pattinson in fear of getting arrested because Taylor Lautner is 17 years old. Yes he is a minor and I shall stop there before i incriminate myself. heh


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im too disappointed to blog on any further. i guess lll stop here : (

Coming Out

Not many people know this, but im a huge Archie Comics Fan. (PWAHHAHA i bet some thought i was going to declare the discovery of my new sexual desires for females pwahahha)

Moving on: Nobody really knows, its really just those whom ive known since elementary school, would know that i have hundreds of comics (95% of it was inherited from my three older cousins) while the other 5% my dad bought them for me haha.

The Craziness hidden away:


Here you can see how deep the drawer is:


Yeah,crazy eh. I actually have another 12"x20"x12" plastic storage case in the basement that has more of the even OLDER ones back from my cousins days in the ninties and eighties lol ive read these comics so many times and i am so not sick of them. Its really crazy haha who would have known right? lol

Anyways i wanted to set that up as a primer.
For the actual purpose of this post, to those that actually care and know about the plot- here is an excerpt copied and pasted from a Globe & Mail Article (courtesy of KP on fb)

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Archie commits – finally


One is blond, loyal and kind. The other, raven-haired, charming and rich.

Both great catches in the eyes of many, but after 67 years of being entangled in the comic world's longest-running love triangle, Archie Andrews is set to tie the knot. His fiancé? That vixen Veronica Lodge.

Gasps resounded from the comic's fans yesterday after Archie Comic Publications announced the flighty redhead from Riverdale picked Veronica over Betty Cooper. The publisher sent speculation swirling in mid-May when it announced a special marital-themed storyline for release in August but didn't reveal the lucky lady. The wedding will take place after the gang graduates college and venture out into the working world.

Response to the proposal has been markedly divided. Betty fans are outraged the girl next door has been ditched yet again for the beautiful, yet spoilt, Ronnie. Many question whether Archie should marry at all, lamenting a possible end to the enduring comic-book soap opera (The last time the comic toyed with ending the triangle, Archie chose a third option, Cheryl Blossom, in a cop-out ending.)

You can read the rest of the article here

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Now my opinion. One word: GAHHHHHHHHHHH.Oh Archie how can you disappoint me like that.
I cant believe this bull, im outraged that he chose the Glitz and rich. Shows how materialistic men are. All about the BEAUTY and the MONEY. Totally using Betty for food and alternative purposes!!!!!

ARGh. mEN are such jerks man.
I'm actually curious, who is actually GLAD to see Archie end up with Veronica?...hmmmm Maybe i should go stalk some discussion forums and see.

lolllllllllllllll

On a more serious tone, im really sad that they actually made the decision to end this...almost seven decades-long love triangle between Archie, Veronica and Betty. Its like when Harry Potter 7 (the novel) came out, i felt like my childhood died the moment i turned the last page to the book. That inner child is slowly diminishing (my inner child is actually a really fat kid so its gonna be a while til im totally out of my kid-mode hah) as all these things that my childhood holds a firm attachment to, comes to an end. Its really sad and miserable actually, im sure a lot of people feels the same way.

There's 6 parts to this series i think, and I am so going to buy every single one of them. Lets hope in the later parts he regrets it and goes for Betty instead ^^ lol or as how the mister put it:

"Don't worry. Archie will divorce Veronica, come out and say all along he really loves Jughead (his best friend)"


sighs. only you Lx, only you. =_____=''''

Sixth Sense

I sense.... i will be dropping a lot of cash soon....on ordering clothes online.
Majority of those purchases are going to be dresses because this is going to be the SUMMER OF THE DRESSSES!!!! wahahakakaka the summer of dresses and caged gladiator stilettos. yums.




So- Tiki @ the Docks this Saturday anyone??????????????????
(after Karaoke that is)
The next three weeks is going to be super awesomeeeee. It will definitely be picture-worthy.

Old and Random

I have come to that age, where mothers tell their kids to call me "Yee yee" instead of "Jeh Jeh" .
Sighs.

hahaha it sucks to be old


Also, as i went on a shopping trip by my lomesome self today, i saw the first pair of Gladiator heels that i want. Theyre so ultra sexy, even tho they give off the appearance of caged monsters chomping away at my feet. Now i just have to decide whether its worth it to get it now with a 10% discount or should i take my chances and wait for it to go on sale....hmmm decisions decisions.

&& my convocation dress is currently on a plane right now. i really hope it fits because it goes by "Hong Kong" sizes which basically means petite and even petite. The description said it "should" fit mediums, im hoping it also supports my size Venti behind.

On that subject, i received an email notification from Ryerson re: RSVPing to the event. Even with that notification im not feeling like im actually graduating. I'm seriously starting to wonder when its going to hit me that i dont have to go to school anymore because none of this convocation/graduation business is getting through to me. I'm just looking at this event as another excuse for me to buy a new dress/shoes, dress up and take a gazillion pictures with the GCM kids. lol Its also gonna be a pretty epic event because both my parents and the misters parents r gonna be there too and ya.........l'll let our TVB-like imaginations run wild. That will definately be a blog-worthy moment. haha

yawns.
ok time to floss and go snoring.