The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Thursday, September 29, 2011


Been extremely sick the entire week plus haven't felt like blogging.

Consider this a temporary hiatus.

Monday, September 19, 2011


How many have you seen?

Sunday, September 18, 2011


Not too sure if i even recognize myself anymore.

Friday, September 16, 2011

My Brilliant Sub-Concious

Shower Curtain
To see a shower curtain in your dream indicates that you are not fully expressing your emotions. There is something that you are still hiding from others. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are trying to protect those around you from your personal setbacks and emotional outbursts.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

& we begin....with my lil blog exercise.

The person i like and why i like them.
Erm. This topic is a bit flawed because i don't like anyone right now. Something that is terribly SHOCKING because for anyone who has known me for a long time would know that i always gotta have a crush (Crush. Not boyfriend. Two very different things) and then i would have back-up crushes and back-up for my back-up crushes haha Or at least that was how it was in high school. But now, absolutely nothing.

It would be nice though, to have a crush. Someone that would make me nervous and give me butterflies. Dressing up for myself is never as satisfying as dressing up for someone else.

With that said, its probably not a good idea for me to have a crush right now. Don't want to involve a 2nd party into my stress and issues. They would probably turn around and leave, as they all do.


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Going to go back to looking for these Scarlett Johannson nudie pics. I dont like being left out.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


Lets do this again. BLOG PROJECT.

So i haven't "typed" anything of my own in an EXTREMELY long time. I think i really need to get back into it because i feel like ive losted a lot of that "spark" and that "edge" when it comes to blogging. For one thing, i'm not even too sure of who even comes around here anymore to read my crap. Or if anyone does for that matter. (Ahhhh well i know for sure that K does. Cousin does. C does. And i suspect so do you JL lol) Other than that i have no idea. Anyways since i dont want to lose that blogging spark COMPLETELY, i am going to have to start one of these WRITTEN (not picture) blog projects to force myself to type something daily. I've always told people blogging is like anything else, its a skill (plus motivation & inspiration of course) and through repetition you would only get better at it and it will gradually become easier.

So here it is. Zee list. Exciting isn't it. Stuff that i actually want to write about!
  • The person i like and why i like them. 
  • A famous person i’ve been compared to.
  • 5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.
  • The best thing that has happened to me this week.
  • Weird things i do when i’m alone.
  • How i’d spend ten thousand bucks.
  • Things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.
  • My last night out in detail.
  • Something that makes me sad when i think about it.
  • Something i’ve lied about.
  • Would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.
  • Something i’m currently worrying about.
  • One person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.
  • Something i do without realising. 
  • Lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.
  • A drunken story.
  • Something i regret.
  • Post a picture of myself.
  • My longest relationship and who it was with.
  • Press ctrl v and post.
  • Post a bit of my last IM convo.
  • 5 things i want to change.
  • My view on being tumblr famous.
  • Someone i’d like to be for a day and why.
  • 5 things within touching distance.
  • Story of my first kiss.
Will start tomorrow. Along with other stuff.

Sunday, September 11, 2011


Tribute in Light
A team of 30 electricians worked through the night yesterday to prepare for the 10th anniversary of the World Trade Center attacks which takes place on Sunday. The ‘Tribute in Light’ is made up of 88 bulbs which project two blue beacons of light up into the heavens that is visible from a 60 mile radius. The tribute will be powered on for the entire day and night on Sunday to remember the people who died on September 11, 2001.

“From Ashes, We Build.” - 9/11 Tribute Painting by Sam Spratt
I wanted to pay tribute to September 11th in painted form showing the new construction of One World Trade Center, not just replacing the twin towers—but literally being built from the wreckage. 10 years later, I felt it necessary to acknowledge the importance of past tragedy in the pursuit of a better future: to remember lives lost while looking to save more, to remember fallen icons as we build new ones, and to remember our mistakes as we pursue perfection.

Rest In Peace to all of the victims directly or indirectly killed by the attacks and my heartfelt sympathies to those who lost loved ones through them.

Never forget.

Two of the best 9/11-related pieces i found. The art and creativity behind it is undoubtedly beautiful.

The truth hurts

Dear America,
Your 9/11 is our 24/7.
- Palestine
ouch. very true though. with all due respect.

9/11 - A decade mark

Ten Years Later: A Tribute 9/11
Bryant Park.

2,819 empty chairs on the lawn facing the site where the World Trade Center once stood, one chair for every life lost. The number of empty chairs captures the enormity of the lives lost and the stark emptiness of it just drives home the point that I hope is never forgotten. 2,819 people were here one moment and gone the next. 2,819 went to work or boarded a plane one morning ten years ago thinking it would be another ordinary day and they never came home.

Thursday, September 8, 2011


Because we Asians are bloody brilliant!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Tumblr is 4 years old today

This makes me smile soooo muchhhhhhh on another gloooomy dayyyy. i lurveee himmmmmmmmm

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

86,400 seconds

I'm suppose to be asleep for i have to wake up early (again) to continue with my work. I kind of feel like im working for the Rat again (not the being abused part, but the working every moment of my day part and being on-call/standby mode part). That said, i'm unable to sleep because im suddenly in a blogging mood.

Today I found out that this girl i know (she's made cakes for many of my friends and myself) had passed away. It was very sudden and it turns out she's been sick for a very long time and from what I know, she's been fighting for her life for the past 2 weeks. To add onto that, she leaves behind not only her family, friends, coworkers, etc. She leaves behind her newly-wed husband, From what I was told, he asked her to marry him because they knew she didn't have much time left. That's probably the second most tragic thing i've heard recently. It gets me thinking- what if i was this unfortunate, what a huge regret it would be to never be able to have my fairytale come true. Its tragically sad but at the same time she's lucky, to have met someone who would do that for her. To have her dream fulfilled so she can at least go with one less regret.

RIP C.H. May you carry those cherished, happy moments with you as you moved on.

I want to rant on more about some other stuff but i'm honestly too exhausted to do so. Perhaps l'll do it when i have a bit more "free" time.

Cherish life. Every minute, every second. And those around you.

“Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around.”

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