The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

two bruises in one day- not good.

Strangers, again. - WongFu Productions
The youtube vid that practically almost killed me. Thought l'll share.


Almost end of the week again. I tried SO hard to be productive this week. I've been up early almost every single day (except for the exception of Tuesday because i was SO damn sore from combat/weights/stretches the night before),

Side note: I noticed have this crazy, CRAZY habit now (that i was telling the cousin about and she pretty much laughed and told me how insane i was). What it basically is, is that I would wake up at ungodly hours (530-630am) to check my twitter. How i do it is pretty ridiculous too. Because i am STILL half asleep, i would check with one eye closed and the other open. But it's actually REALLY painful because my blueberry light is BLINDING in the dark so it's like powerful brilliant laser beams being shot at my one eye that's open, while trying to skim my tweets. When that eye cannot endure the light no more, it closes and the other eye opens and subdues the same abuse. It kind of rotates until BOTH eyes can't take it anymore - and i pass out again.

So why do i do it? Simple, most of the people i follow (my Arsenal boys included) are from the UK and they're about 5 hours ahead. So when it's 5-6am for me, it's around 10-11am for them and that's THEIR PRIME TO TWEET. I would sacrifice an eye to read their tweets. Crazy huh. NO. It's DEVOTION. It's a WIFE/GIRLFRIEND quality OKAY. Gosh people.

But tis' my crazy habit. I digress. i was saying. Attempting to be productive. Which i think i have been. The productivity rate could definitely be higher though. But i'm working on it! Random thoughts:
  • My laptop Cyclops, still sounds like a fakken airport. He embarrasses me SO much when i take him out to Starbucks. 
  • There's officially TWO more futbol games left in my futbol season. Which basically means 80% of my tweets will be futbol-free. 
    • I know, HURRAH for all you people who put up with me and my intense, bolded, caps, yelling, cursing, makes-no-sense tweets. That said, i might just fill that 80% void with moaning about how DEPRIVED i am of futbol and how much i miss arsenal. 
      • Let's also not forget international friendlies and eurocup qualifiers.........aka. there's STILL going to be a bit of futbol tweets. IT NEVER GOES AWAY. I'M SORRY.
    • I look forward to getting shtfaced in honour of Arsenal this Sunday since @annnbug et co will be away on their roadtrip (which i am painfully going to be missing due to lack of funds) and will not be in town to drink seasons end with me. Sad face. 
  • Place still has yet to contact me for round two. i'm starting to get worried. Bigger sad face.
  • The barista at the SB i regular now, remembered my drink order today. It was a total win. I felt so important. 
    • Half-priced fraps needs to end soon. I've had about 4 this week. Shit son, its only going to my ass which is SO not cool. BUT SO DELICIOUS. I always lose to food. Sorry my toushy.
  •  Working on Project Special Engagement Present for S and N. Hopefully they'll love it. I'm exciteddddd to put it all together. I even drew up a blueprint for it, i can't wait to actually start "building" it. 
  • I've come to realization that i am no longer able to "fake" emotions. I use to be REALLY good at pretending to like someone, or for the sake of someone, i'd go along with something because that's just the kind of person i am. I'm really good at making people feel comfortable but I noticed that i can't do it anymore. Or at least not as well as i have been in the past. I simply don't tolerate bullshit anymore and i can't bring myself to go along pretending like i believe in something when i don't. It's especially painful when i have to deal with socially-retarded/courtesy-etiquette handicapped/sociopath-prone persons. There's an island for people like that. Its called BITCH island and i would prefer to be as far away as possible on my own island with hot futbol players and 24hr Poutineries.
    • Its 123am and i really don't know if what i just typed out made any sense. 
  • i miss hot yoga
  • I noticed the other day its been well over a year. Things that use to hurt doesn't stab me the way it use to.
    • Either a) my threshold for pain has increased, b) i'm numb orrrrrrr c) i'm just okay again. I'd like to think that i'm a fighter and have increased my threshold (a). The world doesn't stop spinning and life doesn't stop if you miss someone. I hope someone i'm close to understands this concept.
  • Thor in 3D this weekend w/ the boys. i miss them.
Ok the blogging fire extinguished right in time. Don't know will i have time to actually "blog" (like this) over the weekend but as per usual l'll entertain your time with a couple of fffounds here and there.

Peace out.


KARLA said...

omg i do this weird habit too!
i check my fb & twitter, LOL.

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