I just spent..an hour writing a long-ass entry. & i pretty much spilled every single sobbing feeling i had into it. Then i left it to go floss and wash my face. Came back and re-read the entry and realized how crazy that entry was. So to protect whatever that is left of my dignity- its saved away for now until i'm feeling really explosive crazy and don't care what anybody thinks..... even though i really shouldn't care in the first place.
In short.
1 week...
I replay that night like a broken record.
Current Status:
Scared? Yes.
Sad? Quite.
Hopeless? Not as much. But still here.
Confused? Ahhh....Bit. Yes.
Confidence? Growing.
Miss You? Terribly.
Eyes burning.
Brand new day dawns upon me again... Things to do, goals to plan for, emotions to be buried.
Sleepy time.
其實今晚是很痛...但看到你完成一件事寧我覺得很開心..加油~.
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