The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Sunday, May 23, 2010


It could be...the alcohol. It could be..the fact that I'm thinking too much. Thus emo blogging and possibly subjected to deletion when I'm back in toronto.

But it hit so hard tonight. For the first time.

The optimistic perspective/facade disappeared? And all I saw empty future. I saw a dark blue sky with no light. No hope. A sunrise that was promised to me but will never come.

And it hurt so much. Crying in the hotel corridor b/c I was too scared to "wake" the other girls is my first extreme.

I don't know a damn thing anymore.

----Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network



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