The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Monday, May 17, 2010


Honestly i am so stressed.
I don't need my parents marking a bullseye on both my brother and mine's back every single day.
I'm so tired of needing to defend. Helping him defend. To explain.

I know they are confused and frustrated but its making me even more less inclined to explain everything when they attack us like that.It's become like a battle of words exchanged every day.I don't want it to become hostile and i don't want to say hurtful words but hurtful words come out more easily when you just don't have the mental capacity to search for right/neutral words.

I'm just so exhausted and starting to lose focus again.

Alone and unfocused. The absolutely last thing i need right now.



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